My funeral

I dumped you again, I don't understand.
It's happened before, can't take it no more.
These foolish games, always end up in confusion
I'll take you back just to leave you once again
I've failed you again, 'cause I let you stay
I used to pretend that I felt ok
Just one big lie, such a perfect illusion
I made you mine just to hurt you once again

I died in my dreams
What that supposed to mean?
Got lost in the fire
I died in my dreams
Reaching out for your hand
My fatal desire.