YOU MY HEROINE

The drugs begin to peak, a smile of joy arrives in me.
But sedation changes to panick and nausea,
and breathe starts to shorten, and heartbeats feel softer.
You won't try to save me! You just want to break me!
Or leave me desperate!

I bet you laugh, at the thought of me thinking for myself.
I bet you believe, that I'm better off with you than someone else.
You won't leave me alone!
Tears of my heart turn to stone!

Your face arrives again, all hope I had becomes so real.
But under your covers more torture than pleasure
And just past your lips there mores anger than laughter
Not now or forever will I ever change you
I know that to go on, I'll break you my habit!

You taunt my heart, a sense I never knew I had.
I can't forget
the times when I was lost and depressed from the awful truth.
How do you do it? You my heroin!
I will save myself!